help or not to help.

Have you ever had this feeling when someone that you know ask you a favor, which you don't feel like doing it but you feel really guilty if you say no to a friend so you reluctantly say yes and you may regret it for the rest of your life?

That happened to me today. But the good thing is  I kinda rejected the favor. So, I am still considered saved from all the disaster?

Sometimes I think I am really stupid. I have this mentality in me that if I treat someone really nice, the person will treat me really nice as well. But as we all know, this world is just plain cruel and everyone is selfish and realistic. When you treat someone super nice, and when you think the person is gonna treat you as well, the person definitely wouldn't. Life is full of irony I tell you.

I am the kind of person who will try to help a friend eventhough the favor is kinda absurb,  but sometimes I just don't realize the favor I do may just end up to harm myself.. =.= and I will reluctantly say yes eventhough in my heart, I am saying NO NO NO. Gosh, I really have to just learn how to reject people rather than swallowing the whole burden myself..

that is why i feel so stupid :( gosh. life is so harsh sometimes. hmmm...

P.S :And to Karmen, you are an awesome stalker. so i shall compliment you here.. you are a good photographer :)

Cameron Highland

Went to Cameron last week with family :) mom wanted to bring grandpa there. so we tagged along :)

Let the pictures explain everything :D

colf course.

mom and i :)

small cute little plants :)

strawberry :D

i'm like kinda in love with cactus..XD

some plant that can trap flies.. i wanna buy it but mom said no. haha

choosing some small cute cactus for hostel :) dad beside me..

this world..just tend to be u-n-f-a-i-r.

Sometimes I really wonder why life can be such a fuss and why people can get whatever they want while others suffer so badly :(

Some of us work so hard to get the course and to go to the prestigious university that we dream of, but some other people can just do whatever they want, without even working hard, but in the end getting the things they want! LIFE IS SO NOT FAIR. When they say the rich is getting richer, and the poor is getting poorer. This statement is so true. Professional courses like medicine, dentistry cost like a bom! Even if you are smart, it doesn't mean you can get into that course easily. You have to be either freaking rich or freaking brilliant to get into those really expensive courses. Imagine being stuck in somewhere  between smart but not as smart and you are not so rich as well :(
Gosh, life can be so ironic in a way huh?

And the other thing sad about life is how people can be so biased :(
Some of the lecturers in my college are biased. But i guess this is how the human mind works. People are likable if they are smart, funny. This is so not fair for us that are not as funny, or not as smart.. BUT HELLLOOOO. we put in as much effort as those smarty pants, just because we are not as smart as them and we are shy infront of the lecturers, doesn't mean we don't deserve to be treated equally right/nice.

hmmm.. life life life.

rain

I hope I can stand under the rain and cry so no one would know that I'm crying.

i'm in love with JOONG KI :)

don't you think he is so cute. and hot!! and super smart :D