i have nothing else better to do :)

HULA...

since i have nothing better to do..i shall blog :)
(actually there's lots to do.. but...buuttttt...i wanna blog..XD)

ok. so..there's 3 more days until i officially fly to australia. I am really looking forward to go to this country.   All these while I only travelled to countries in Asia. Don't get me wrong. It's nicer. But I wanted to go to a western country for such a long time. and now finally i get to :D and i can't wait to meet all my long lost cousins and auntie brenda as well as uncle jim :)

christmas is coming as well :D.. this year i'll be counting down in the plane..haha..

ok..this was my
list of 'to do things' during the holidays : 
1. finish all my homework and revision (bio is half way done. physics and chemistry-i give up..for now..xD)
2. paint my room (totally failed..who knows the holidays is gonna end so quickly.=.=)
3. check details for all the scholarships available (check some info on the us scholarships..it was really confusing and complicating i had almost fainted..literally)
4. check info on the places to go in australia (ok..i have to say this didn't really fail :) kudos for me..xD..i asked kim and checked online...)
5. to exercise and get slim (ok..the slim part didn't exactly work.=.=,,but i did exercise.so credits for trying huh??)

and talking about getting slim..gosh..i just spoiled my whole diet plan today :(
haha..let me tell you.
I started with this super nice maggie goreng in the morning..the one that you can cook easily..not from the mamak type..it was so delicious, one was not enough.
So, i was thinking, what the heck, its so early. I can just eat something else.
So i was scavenging for something to eat.
So then i ate one whole packet of seaweed.
(that was not enough i guess)
then, i ate an egg.=.=
all these didnt really quench my hunger.
so, i ate two pieces of bread with butter..BUTTER i tell you.

and thats what i ate. so now i finally know why i live to eat.XD
and the dream to go to college with a hot body to attract some hot guy kinda failed for now.XD
arggghh...*screams to self stupidity :D

and by the way. i am really into domokun :D..

and i am so into this korean singer name jo kwon :D..he is not that handsome. but gosh he has this great voice..he is the leader of 2AM. he has a hot body. and he can run hell fast. and ya..he is so hot :D. u said you cant be hot if you are not good looking.he looks cute to me. just look at his 6 packs. *drools.xD

i thinkk that's all. think i should finish my bio homework?? XD.. night <3

malacca one day trip

Went to malacca on a one day trip food tour with all my love ones :D..
Chuan followed as well and he was our personal driver for the day :)

We started of with dim sum in the morning :)..the dim sum was super cheap and packed with people.
And we headed off to Jonker's street to shop..yipee...i bought 2 skirts which were super cheap..omg..i'm so happy :D..its rm26 for two..and a necklace...and 2 pair of earrings which were cheap also.haha.

After that, we queued up for the chicken rice balls at a small shop there. And boy there were many people lining up just to eat chicken rice =.=
the rice balls were nice :D...but the chicken wasn't as good as the ones in ipoh...awww :(

then we went to this really nice cake shop. with really nice ambience. authentic interior. And they were famous for this so called 'thousand layer cake'(the cake is full with layers :) something different).
S and me tried mango flavored cake whereas yin ate the original one.

mango flavour :)

original

green tea :)

It was not bad :) S said she wanted to bring her boyfie here next . Maybe we can do a triple date by then :D

we headed to seremban after that :) bought some 'siew pau' for mum,dad and bro. Then we ate dinner at restaurant which sells the 'siew pau' as well. haha.. food was not bad. Mum said it was not really cheap as well :S

and now i'm back home :)
enjoyed today with the babes. This is like the actual first time that we went on a one day trip.
I hope the taiwan trip for next year works :)

here are the pictures full of self vain pictures :D (not me..haha..guess i am not that narcissistic after all :) )

definition of beauty

S just sent me a link of a blog which was talking about beauty.

And sometimes, when it comes to definition of beauty, I'm kinda obsessed with wanting to stay perfect.
I tend to overlook the definition of beauty and i emphasized on appearance and appearance only.

And after reading that post from the blog, it kinda struck me that i myself forgot the true definition of beauty. This world is extremely unfair in its way and let's all not deny that everyone of us do judge a person by its appearance. And all the excuse about appearance doesn't matter is rather a lie because let's face it that our society today are indeed SUPERFICIAL.

And at times I feel so down and my confidence will just run away because i feel so fugly when i compare myself to some pretty,slim and tall girl.

But actually, we are too sensitive of what other people might say or think about your appearance, and being this sensitive girl i am, trust me, is like hell with the emotional swings..XD..
But sometimes, people insult us for no reasons and we do not necessary have to listen to them.
because everyone has a different definition of beauty.
And at the end of each day, the ones that care for us did not choose us because of outer beauty, but inner beauty itself :D..

so ya. I should really start to ignore what other people who judge me based on my looks especially those jerks. (and you can suck your own balls to all the jerks out there cos u suck.)

so ya.. I should start appreciating everything i have. and focus on the things i have than the things i don't have.

think that's all for the night.

Note to self : I'm writing to make sure my english don't suck even more. and to cure my low self-esteem these few days :D.


and by the way. I am gonna go for a dermatologist check up tomorrow. I'm glad actually because finally,  I can get a better medicine cos the old one isn't helping anymore.

toodles. :D

an outing worth going :)

So, I went out today in the morning to meet up with my long lost friends (not really lost.XD.but we kinda stop contacting each other for quite a long time). And they were Hue Ling, Phoebe, Kah Kie, and Say Yie.
S is not really included in the long lost friends list since we meet up all the time :)

and oh boy the outing was wonderful.
We went to this shop name Ice Room at Kajang..the interior was kinda nice, desserts not bad. But food really suckish. We talked about our own college life, their form 6 life and our fond and not so fond memories of our secondary school life :D

I am so glad that i'd actually met up with them today. I can still talk to them like nothing has changed.. There were NO AWKWARD MOMENTS. And I'm just glad just being there laughing together :)

Also heard a lot about how our other ex-classmates were doing. And well I guess life is kinda sad at times cos some of them have changed. And well, when time passes, people do change and sometimes, some friendships are lost, some are maintain, and some are form. Guess this is why the world is round. Everything just comes in a cycle.

Ok. Continue of story. :)
So after the whole brunch.. we had a random thought of going to pavillion for snow flake. That's so random of us. and i LOVE the randomness :)
Phoebe had to leave early.. but the 4 of us went to Pavillion without hesitation. kudos for us :D
and we talk more, and laugh more. And it was just so nice :)

Sometimes, I think we keep focusing on the friends that we thought are the best,until we neglect other friends who we seldom contact, but whom we were close with once. And I used to do that often, always wanting a friend that who i cared for very much, but in return, she doesn't care as much as I do. Instead, there are other friends which we aren't that close to, but who care much more than we ever think they would.

So, today's outing made me appreciate my friends even more :D